You are a sorcerer, a new age Chaldean posing as a Bible teacher.
These entities which you interact with, their purpose in giving you this ability which you claim, is only to deceive you. To ensure your eternal judgment ... and through your works deceive many into rejecting the truth.
The epistle from Jude should be a harsh warning to you.
8 Yet in the same way these men, also by dreaming, defile the flesh, and reject authority, and revile angelic majesties.
9 But Michael the archangel, when he disputed with the devil and argued about the body of Moses, did not dare pronounce against him a railing judgment, but said, “The Lord rebuke you!”
10 But these men revile the things which they do not understand; and the things which they know by instinct, like unreasoning animals, by these things they are destroyed.
Paul was a murderer, David was an adulterer, Peter denied Jesus Christ publicly three times ... and each of them walked away from their life of sin and rebellion against God ... so it is not too late for you either.
I urge you to turn away from this so-called science that you have embraced and repent before it is too late for you. I read your tagline and suspect that you are approaching the twilight of your life ... but your experiences, your knowledge, all that you have become is built upon a delusion, and that delusion will carry you away into black darkness ... unless you turn wholly from it ... soon.
May the Lord Jesus Christ open your eyes.
I use the same defense Jesus used when the Pharisees accused Him of the same thing. “A house divided against itself will fall.”
“May the Lord Jesus Christ open your eyes.”
That too is my prayer. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for offering it on my behalf. I welcome any and all prayers of increased understanding of Jesus Christ. My Fathers Mansion has many rooms and the higher you go, the more rooms there appear to be. If I am not on the right path, a rightful prayer will be like fire on my head and guide me to the correct path. I welcome all of them. It gets narrower and harder to follow the higher you go and guidance from above to stay on the path is always welcome.
Thank you again and Blessings to you on furthering your relationship with Jesus Christ.