Modernists seek man for Truth. It is possible you were exposed to a heretical facsimile of Catholicism, but certainly not the real thing.
Dream on.
I was baptized, confirmed, made my first communion, went to church every Sunday for YEARS, went to catechism classes, and had relatives who were priests and a nun.
Your contention that I wasn’t exposed to real Catholicism falls like a sack of nickels.