Maybe you should understand who it is that is doing the good. it is not I, but Christ who lives in me. Galatians 2:20 I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live;
yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.
Give credit where credit is due, and it ain't you.