I don’t understand what you are getting at. I don’t cotton to any New Age nonsense.
What I am referring to in my situation has to do with being vilified due to my stance on a drug addled minister at the church I belonged to and losing a relationship to an attack by a conspiracy of those fueled by Satan.
Agonizing. Did this torture help my relationship with God? Yes, I had nowhere to turn except God and no relief from any human source.
Sorry. I pinged you by mistake.