you are lucky.
One of these days the Lord will take these “cookies” from you (the happy feeling you get from praying), and essentially ask you: Do you love Me for myself, or for the good feelings you have when you “pray”.
On that day, you will grow up.
"But before the mountain top experiences with the Lord sometime we have the "in the valley" moment before the Mountain experience."
Did you read this part. Sometimes too far and in between at times for my self.
I was really talking to Salvation who knows me better than you do. She started the Post. I have experience many deaths in the family. I know all about the dry and terrible moments at times. Even in somewhat looking normal on the outside feeling. What I wrote was for someone who knows my writings on these posts with her and others who know me.
I think I always accent the positive more than the negative. I also lighten things up with a little humor. I am very sorry you do not understand.
I have a funny feeling you are a very very depressed person for that I am truly sorry. I will pray for you. It sounds like you are going through a rough time now.
If I appeared flippant. I apologize.
May Christ Richly Bless you Body ,Mind and Soul!