I worship a Jewish carpenter who commanded me to forgive seventy-times-seven for any wrong done to me.
That's your answer.
The question is not about you. I was just trying to get you to understand another. -sigh-
The Messiah also said there are two laws together that are the sum of all the laws.
To love the Lord you God with all your heart, and to love your neighbor as yourself.
Forgiveness is best when crafted in love.