HE quite well knows you exist, and awaits your FINAL decision.
There are no mulligans, nor can you ask for a moment to “consider”.
Your deeds are wholly secondary: DO YOU ACCEPT JESUS THE CHRIST AS YOUR SAVIOUR?
Your answer is your fate.
I honestly want to share everlasting life with you and folk of your philosopical bent, simply for the arguments we’ll have!
I do but .. There is more to accepting Christ as savior than most would acknowledge.