No judgment from me - just observation based on your self-identification as a Mormon. Mormonism is a works based cult. There is no salvation in your works.
If despite your involvement in the cult, you are an actual Christian - come out from among them and be holy.
I wish you the best
Ampu
Mormonism does NOT teach me that works will get me anything. My belief is that I am saved by GRACE after all I can do. Meaning that, even if my whole life were spent ONLY in serving my Lord, I would still not DESERVE salvation, and that comes to me only though God’s great mercy.