But I've never put down one of those books and said to myself, "Yes, that nails it. Christianity is true".
I expect that if God exists, He will either someday reveal himself to me, or, He won't.
Have you asked Him to reveal Himself and His truth? That would be a good place to start...doesn't matter if you believe now or not but what do you have to loose by going directly to the one everybody agues about? If He really is you have everything to gain...if not...well again nothing to loose.