[Brian Kopp DPM]

Sometimes, when I expect a harsh retort, it takes a surprising amount of resolve for me to log on and go over to where I suspect the retort lies. Yes, I know, part of that is because I really am exquisitely sensitive and empathic and all that bazz fazz.

But some of it is because I am a wussy. And my wussiness is related to my vanity and to my looking anywhere but “to Godwards” for my ‘sense of self’ and my comfort.

This reveals to me that, however much I despise hot-dogging, I do a lot of it and feel hurt when the crowd does not applause. However much I look down on playing to the gallery, I do a lot of it myself.

“My own heart teacheth me the wickedness of the ungodly!”

Beautiful post! (Hits far too close to home!)

[Mad Dawg]

Thank you.