I don't find that particularly a problem. The Novena has been a real help, just to keep in mind that none of this really matters - a cat picture is as useful as the best-reasoned post.
It's in real life that I constantly struggle. Do you find yourselves saying, "Why am I the only one who ...?" all the time? The only one who can remember to pay a bill, feed a pet, keep a commitment? I'm sure my husband can't be as helpless at the office as he is in the rest of life, or he'd be unemployed! "I forgot ..." Well, FReep, we've had the FReepin' lizards that YOU bought for two FReepin' years, and they have to be fed every day. Need a brain transplant? I can give you some ...
/rant
Yes, you are way better on the RF than I am.
I find that the hardest times we find to be humble in are the best way the Lord has for teaching us humility. Why waste time on the easy places? Besides, it is all about HIM living through us and he is glorified when we see that something we think is impossible for us to do actually IS possible through him. What a wonderful and life-changing lesson it is when we finally learn it. Just what the doctor ordered! :o)