Please remember that the Lord's intention for us may not be to win the war or even to win today's battle, but merely to fight the good fight and honor Him with our sacrifice. In my experience I have done best in attempting a variety or works of mercy. You have made a valuable contribution here over the years in this newly emerging global public square of the Internet. I hope that you will continue on this forum. Please just pray to have God guide you and go where you feel God is calling (or, more often than not, pushing!).
That was profound. Of course, the outcome is not my responsibility, God will take care of it. All I have to do is what I can do for Him.