I didn't say you implied. I was just only making myself clear to you as regards the "loss of faith." I lost faith in the man-made God and I don't believe that God wrote directly or indirectly. That's all. I feel no enmity towards religion, or the faithful.
As for peace, I have peace just by knowing that the world is the way it is even if I don't understand it. It is not mine to understand lor judge any more than it is for your dog to know that the earth is round and that it is 1 AU distant from the sun. His brain will never comprehend it just as we will never comprehend the purpose of living in an endless space full of rocks traveling around in circles or smashing into each other for as long as time existed for all practical purposes..
Thank you for explicating. I am glad you are at peace.