[gorush]

" As an agnostic, are you saying to yourself --- I don't know, or are you saying to yourself -- I can never know?"

I don't know. I suspect that I will never know, but I've been wrong before.

[arielguard]

I hear ya. I spent most of my adult life as an agnostic too, and my motto was also, “I’ve been fooled before”. It’s a hard spot to keep yourself in philosophically.