Thank you. I’m sorry to hear that bipolar was so difficult on your family. It caused much distress for my family, but my parents and siblings are incredible. somehow, we kept it together and are still very close. I would never deny the pain and suffering of bipolar disorder. But neither can I deny my experience of being abundantly blessed in it. I know that in ALL things God works for my good. (Romans 8:28)I know because He has done it in the midst of bipolar disorder.
I am glad you have a supportive family, and that you have a relationship with God. Might I ask why you are bringing this up on line?