Wow! I had my problems with 1st year of law school. I finished but never returned. God has something else for me. I await his divine guidance.
God will give you that guidance. It sounds like you are close to Him. Perhaps the desires that are already in your heart were put there by Him. Maybe not. Just a thought and maybe something to pray about. I do know this. If you are seeking God’s direction and wanting to do His will and you take a wrong step, He won’t let you go too far in that direction before setting you back on course. When I’m not quite sure of His direction, I take small steps where I think He might be leading. If I’m on the right path, He lights it up a little more.