Could be, but you were the one that told me to “start listening to the dispensationalists.”
I’m just confused as to which ones I should listen to since you now see to pooh-pooh some of the ideas of dispensationalists -- in fact the very things that makes dispensationalism what it is -- and complain that I quote “systematic theologians of different stripes ad nauseum”, which I don’t do but perhaps it seems that way. I’ve only used them in this case to demonstrate your lack of fidelity to The System®. (Which I applaud, BTW. It’s the first step to recovery.)