May I ask you what kind of Christian Church you attend?
Currently none.
Hard to find a church that doesn’t worship a man or conglomeration of gods or a phallic symbol (OT image) on its roof.
Trinity = three.
God is one; there is only one God.
Last churches I attended were Baptist but that accounts for about 60% of all churches in the South...kinda like saying “coke”...it is a generic term.
Discrediting what I have told you based on a denominational tag, or lack thereof, is at your own peril.
If you look for perfection in any messenger other than Christ you will be disappointed.
Every prophet of Old had his foibles. I have mine!
If you hunger and thirst for righteousness you will find...if you only seek self affirmation, you will probably find that as well.