I do have a relationship with the church, the one I attend. It’s alive and well, believe me. God directed me to this church and I’ve been here almost 25 years. I’ve experienced much growth here, grown closer to the Lord, found a wonderful husband who has been my dear caregiver, companion, lover, friend, at the church; found many friends who know and love the Lord and who have been great prayer warriors on my behalf and people I can turn to when I’m in need. Believe me, I’m where I’m supposed to be.
I am glad. I never said you didn't.
It’s alive and well, believe me
I do.
God directed me to this church and I’ve been here almost 25 years
You mean you believe God directed you to this church? If it is more than just you choose to believe, please provide proof that it was God.
I’ve experienced much growth here, grown closer to the Lord, found a wonderful husband who has been my dear caregiver, companion, lover, friend, at the church; found many friends who know and love the Lord and who have been great prayer warriors on my behalf and people I can turn to when I’m in need
We are all happy for you. What does all this "prove" except that your church, as you call it, is a great place for you.
Believe me, I’m where I’m supposed to be
That's how you may feel about it, but you have no proof that it is where you are supposed to be. Is it perhaps where you choose to be, given that's where you found your husband and lots of friends who care about you?
I don't see any evidence that God directed you there.