My life is not important, just know that I try to live the commandments the best I can, and know that only one man alive has ever been perfect. I fail every day, but the closer I get to God through obedience, the easier it seems to withstand the buffetings of the tempter, and Jesus Christ takes up the slack. He is the great mediator between the Father and me. The Father requires perfection, and Jesus's blood washes me clean so that I can hopefully someday dwell with Him.
The scriptures make absolutely clear several facts about how imperfect we are. First, every person is a sinner, and therefore cannot by his own merits attain the glory of heaven. "All have sinned, and come short of the glory of god" (Romans 3:23), said Paul. Similarly, John indicated that, "If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us." (1 John 1:8) And The Book of Mormon informs us that "if ye would serve God with all your whole souls yet ye would be unprofitable servants." (Mosiah 2:21)
The atonement of Jesus Christ saves us from our sins, not in our sins.