You are an apostate.
Registering my disgust with the “God” of the Tanakh for answering the prayer of his prophet to slaughter 40 children who were making fun of his bald head is the same as me renouncing my Lord and Saviour who warned against harming children?
If anything, I could turn this around on you and say you are blaspheming the Holy Name of Christ by associating Him with that Beast.
Unfortunately JP is avowedly (see his home page) under the influence of Marcionism, and ancient heresy that insists that the Jewish G-d is not that of chr*stianity. Wideawake will know better than I whether he also taught that the gnostic doctrine that the created universe is itself evil.