Oh my gosh Girl, I am so sorry to hear of your losses. God is a wonderful comforter, counselor and friend when we are hurting.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
He sure is. It is such a numb feeling at first, but we knew of His comfort and we knew that we were being held in His hand. And the waves of grief. But we made it through, I can now talk about her without crying. :) Thanks for your kind comments.