One of us playing the "tough guy" with our speech and it ain't me.
You can try to fool yourself and live independent of Christ, but the truth is that it won't work. Somewhere along the line your world you've built for yourself will fall apart. I will either be in this life or in the next. You might wish to consider the alternative before it is too late.
You can try and fool yourself with your psuedo mithraism. But I know you're too weakminded to do otherwise. Go mace somebody else for Jesus, tough guy.