God doesn't love me any more or any less than anyone else throughout the dawn of time. God shows no partiality. All have sinned and sin is vile in the sight of God.
Why God decided to bestow is grace upon me or any believer, I don't know except to say that somehow each Christian plays a part, be it large or small, in His plan to bring glory to Him.
Isa 43:7 [Even] every one that is called by my name: for I have created him for my glory, I have formed him; yea, I have made him.
We are by nature a rebellious lot and even our obedience is a gift from God. May God make us appreciate the fact that without Him, we can do nothing and that He alones substains us. We are all unworthy servants.