The choices made were only made because the Holy Spirit made my dead soul alive, gave me faith to believe and drew me to the Father. So, even with my faith itself, the credit belongs to God.
I've heard the rhetoric, forgive me, it sounds parroted. I'm asking whether you feel, believe you ever had choices to make, ever made choices.
I don't know how else to say it: Doesn't this worldview seem like robots to you? Free will only an illusion? Do you feel no choices before you now?