As for weeping later, I know I am saved and if I died I would go directly to be in the presence of the Lord-do you? Amen! We have His promise that at the moment of our death we will join Him in heaven because Christ has already paid for every sin His children have committed or will ever commit. By the grace of God alone. No Roman Catholic or Orthodox will ever say that he is saved despite what John states in 1Jn.5:13.
Salvation is not a process, it is an event!(1Cor.1:18)