Sorry you lost your testimony. I will include you in my prayers.
All of us know that child abuse is an abomination. Remember that the Lord taught that rather than abuse or molest a child you would be better off tying a mill stone around your neck and jumping into the lake. I agree with the Lord.
I have not obfuscated anything. I hope you can recover from your own bitterness.
I don't accept the prayers of those who call my salvation "bitterness."
I have been saved by the Grace of God - You can go to hell, if you wish.