Hang in there!
IIRC one of the saints cautioned against too much melancholy, and his antidote was a hot bath and a strong drink. Maybe that's all you need!
But seriously, I totally hear ya' and often feel the same way. We must lift each other up.
Thank you for your kind words. I did the hot shower, and my strongest drink is tea with 2 tea bags and a shot of vanilla and milk. Yum.
Encouraging words from sincere souls is the best restorative, after prayer and contamplation on the words of God!