Well, I had to stop and acknowledge my spiritual limitations at Bacardi 151- I could do it straight only if it was thoroughly chilled. "The spirit was strong, but the flesh was weak". Since then I inhabit lower spiritual elevations, 100 proof and lower.
Hmmmmmmmm
Am trying hard to resist launching into my 'alcoholism counselor' routine.
It helps to know that denial is one of the chief symptoms and responses.