Of a truth, I really cannot fathom being around for any part of the wrath of God (I Th 5:9) even while my heart yearns for Jesus to return - and likewise, for God's righteous judgments and especially, the new heaven and new earth. (Rev 22)
I fully expect to be raptured - or at least graduated to the next life by physical death - the parable of the ten virgins (Matt 25) confirms this in my spirit.
Much appreciated these comments. They resonate with my spirit.