Thank you for your reply, Joe. I don't have time to fully read it and try and understand what you're saying, but I will this weekend.
Ed
I'm usually very bad at explaining myself. I mumble a lot too. Most of the time I don't even know what I'm talking about. I close one eye when I explain things to others just so they don't see the fact that my eyes go crossed when I have to explain even simple concepts. When the complexity of a situation increases, I wear ear plugs so that others don't see the steam escaping. I have to drink lots of water during these times.
Needless to say, I am a train wreck.