You are making this way too difficult.
I do manage to focus on the Mary's role in Salvation.
I also manage when I pray to let God give me insight and understanding. He's never failed yet to do so.
By which you mean - except now?
What's your criteria, exactly, for whether insight comes from God, or the enemies of God and His Church? How do you judge that? What are your references? The writings of the Church Fathers? The teachings of the great councils? The writings of the Saints? Scriptures, as understood by The Church? What might it be?
Do you believe it's even possible that the devil might mislead the unwary, in so many ways?