I asked you what he was referring to. You respond with questions. It sounds as though your "start" might have been a little rough.
Actually, no.
My start was not that rough. Heard the word.
Holy Spirit drew me to The Lord, The Father.
I responded in faith according to The Word.
Pretty simple, really. Majestic, wonderous, awesome etc. that God would reach down to man etc.
But simple in principle and in walking it out--initially--starting out.