Well, that's the challenge of following Christ, isn't it? We want to have one foot in the world, and one foot in the Church.
We are like St. Augustine, who said in his dissolute youth "Lord, make me chaste. Just not yet." We are called to give up all things (that is, not be attached to material things), but we like to hold on to some of our stuff (material things, prejudices, anger, guilt) just in case.
Being a follower of Christ is tough. What did Christ tell Peter after asking him to lead His Church:
"When you were younger, you used to dress yourself and go wherever you wanted to go. But, when you grow old, you will stretch out your hand and others will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go."
Truly turn things over to Christ and there's no telling where you'll end up or what you'll end up doing.