I'm about 20 years from calling the addiction beat. 20 years from now is when I will call it over. Until then, I am one gram away from death. One day at a time.
then find a woman.
Got one. They told me at NA to work on myself for a year first, then you can try with a woman. The years nearly up.
Told her about the addiction issues today. Unlike the last woman, this one accepted my confession and embraced me. Told me we'd work through it together. Told me she cares for me very much so as long as I'm honest with her and sincerely stay on the recovery path, we'd be fine.
What a gal. I'm lucky as hell.
She's a knockout, too. What is it with me and knockout looking women?