Why, how nice of you to comment on the state of my soul, not that it's particularly relevant to the discussion.
And you really go out of your way to avoid giving a straight answer to my question.
Something is not kosher here.
Perhaps the "dual loyalties canard" isn't such a canard in a very few cases...including yours.
You don't seem like a Christian to me. It's probably just another flag you want to drape yourself in to feel important.