You need to seriously think about this. When your views are opposite of 99.999% of those who God has placed over you, maybe your position/view is wrong, not theirs.
I have thought about it, and I'm stumped. Which is why I put the question to you. Kindly tell me why the great majority of American Christian clergy would justify violence in the self defense of the born, but condemn it when in defense of the unborn, even though they mostly loudly proclaim the full humanity of the unborn?
I see no rhyme or reason to it, but can only assume that you do as you apparently agree with them.
So I repeat, what is the answer to your question?