Your apology rings hollow if you do anything by action or inaction that enables the Socialist Democrats to control any branch of our government. Disaffected people don't always make the best decisions.
So don't encourage politicians to disaffect them.
Look, if you want to be as irrelevant to the decision-making of the GOP as Blacks are to the Democrats, make sure the RNC knows that they can take your vote vote for granted. Tell them that no matter how much of the agenda of the Left they adopt, there will be no consequences as far as you're concerned.
Just understand something: a lot of voters won't do as you do, and there will come elections when the veer-Left strategery will backfire. 1992 was one of them. Feel free to keep a ready supply of "if only enough of us would lick boots" snake oil on hand the next time that happens.