Dope and rationality don't go together, dope and paranoia do.
The truth is there for everyone to see. So much for paranoia.
And why do you keep referring to dope in your posts to me? Are you trying to say something? If so, stop dancing and start talking.
In the meantime, you have admitted that you have participated in an email notification group, sending or receiving, or both.
That is the question you refuse to answer.