My thoughts are with you.
I know I am not that only Cardinal or baseball fan here on FR.
It was sad when Jack Buck died on Tuesday night but not unexpected...this was totally a shock.
I was IM'ing with my aunt about the delay , wondering what it could be, I even mentioned it could be someone had died, but never would I think it might be one of the players.
I had restarted my computer and she sent me an IM right away saying Fox announced Darryl Kile was found dead...I burst into tears.
To some he was just a ballplayer, but I consider the Cardinals as my extended family in a way.
You don't listen and watch every game without getting to know a part of a players life, even if it is such a small part. Heck I know more about some of the players than of my own family members.
There is no way these guy would have been able to play today. Maybe Sunday night they will be ready but not right after learning that not only has a teammate died but a friend.