You make noting that the same is true of myself seem like admitting to a crime.
Are you sure you weren’t an officer? I met a handful of officers who came across as you do, but no NCO's.
I'll be honest with you, Peep. It gives me the willies to think of you being even minimally ‘in charge’ of another human being.
I hope that you were one of those straw NCO's who only supervised things rather than men.