I'm sorry, which ONE part of your theory have you proven?
Before you actually kick the bucket, there are a few things you should know. Do you realize that the plaque you got after 16 years of working for a firm was their way of telling you that you are an anal retentive, nitnoid obsessed with minutia, more suitable for interacting with a zillion zeroes, than human beings. Maybe the reason they knew how long you'd been with the company down to the zillionth decimal point is because each one of them was counting every second until the day you left. Hey, at least you know you had a hand in engineering some domes. Of course, no one else ever will, unless you tell them. Ever walk up to a cool building and see a plaque that says "This Building Engineered By Barf"? But since you've spent an entire life without getting any recognition for your brilliance (yeah, you told us how you designed a cool orange box, and a ramjet and a "chaff-type" of corner reflector) maybe you can use a tragedy like TWA 800 to gin up a name for yourself. After all, most of the people you correspond with on the subject have no idea what they are talking about either. All you have to do is push a theory like it's a proven fact, and most people will believe you. Heck, it worked for Micheal Rivero. Why not Barf? If someone with more knowledge on the subject gets in your way, you can just call them a lot of names and accuse them of being a government shill. In the meantime, you can completely avoid providing any proof for your theory, because everyone knows the government lies, but why would a guy who spent time in the Air Force rising to the grand rank of Captain, make anything up?
There. Do you now believe everything I say? Did I improve the credibility of my argument? I didn't think so. It doesn't work for you either.