See, you still seem not to graps what I am trying to infer. You are trying to say that these men might have been dillisional, or thought they saw something which they didn't really see. Ok, then let's apply this logic to everything you see. Are you dillusional...do you think you might see my words correctly? Is my creative spelling making you dizzy!;-)
The accounts were the same among them all, for goodness sake anything, but it just plain could be true!!!
It is you who misread me. The Apostles may or may not have believed what they said; it's all one to me. My point is that there is nothing there to recommend Christianity over any other religion that makes identical claims of miracles and martyrs.