Were you there? Did you know right from the start how deadly that fire was, how godawful it was? It was all-consuming.
I'm sure you're happy to know that many, many people did as you claim you would have done, and now their bodies will never be found, as they've been incinerated to ashes.
What is your problem? I'm not happy about any of it, I'm just saying that I can't see myself ever doing what some of them did in jumping. That is no reason to get all worked up.
As you pointed out, there were many WHO WERE THERE who did not jump. Are you upset with them too?