I’m dying. The sooner the better
I am wrecked to hear of your suffering. We know it is perfect peace, joy and love with our fist moment with Jesus.
For our loved ones, it is difficult. As Paul, Christ be magnified in my body whether in death or life. I am hard pressed between the 2. The desire to depart and be with Christ, for that is very much better.
Prayers of comfort and peace to you.