Thank you for your condolences. My son had recently started back on antidepressants after an 18 month respite. He didn’t drink for 5 weeks because he wanted them to work so badly. He fell off the wagon on Father’s Day weekend and quickly spiraled in a matter of hours on June 19th. He was engaged and put his house on the market the day before because he had moved in with his fiancée. His life was going well except for the demons in his head. This wasn’t a conscious, well thought out plan. He decided within minutes that it was the only way to shut the demons up. Our consolation is he’s now at peace and he still loves us all very much.
God bless him where he is; and God bless you and the family. You’ll be together again farther along.