The cult I was raised in required you to attend every Sunday and on holy days so that I could listen to a closeted homo tell me a Necco Wafer was the actual body of Jesus. If church is your thing that’s cool but I’d rather spend my Sunday laying mulch.
That is an unkind and inaccurate characterization of the faith you were raised in. If you have lost your faith, so be it. But don’t be nasty.