What did you losing a family member (my condolences) have to do with you getting vaccinated?
I got vaxxed before she died actually, but that hit close to home. During the shutdown I used to go walking around town as a way to get out of the house. Walking to the local graveyard was a wakeup call because there were so many fresh graves that the people making the headstones couldn’t keep up. It looked like they had had a fire sale!
BTW, I was one of the mask makers and have been posting pro-vax for quite a while now.