So have I...makes me truly appreciate the rigorous engagement expected in Orthodox Christianity.
I used to love attending Mass at our local Russian Orthodox Church. It was so solemn and reverent. No distracting guitar choirs, folk groups, etc.
No long-winded hot air sermons on social justice.
Just beautiful, attentive worship of the Triune God.
Kneeling on a bare wood floor. In deep obeisance to Our Lord.
God bless and keep all our Orthodox Christians during their holiest season.