This is precisely my condition. I am 82 and losing the spirit of the stalwart warrior that has marked much of my life. There has been no fame or fortune but there was satisfaction That the Lord was protecting me. Now I feel I am coming to the end and seem to have lost the stones to continue the battle.
I do not know how or where to strike. Voices of dissent have been marginalized and dismissed as ravings of the incompetent. I have no strength left for this war. It is an ignominious life into which I have been driven.
One last hurrah. I want one last hurrah.
Thank you for leading the way. For keeping the path open for others to follow. The torch is being shared by those you have influenced — knowingly and unknowingly. I and others have heard you and the other stalwarts on this forum and you give us courage and resolve. You give us a hurrah every day!
Shalom